I'm just here while everyone is loving life and going there ways ! An I'm here not wanting everyone to leave , as if I will be lonely. Going to college seems so fun , a new experience and new friends. It seems Great until , you have bills to pay and money to spend . But I want the college life , so people can miss me and I can stop missing them.
I have a year left and it seems like 6 months ! Which is absolutely crazy because life is going by really quick . And I'm here like slow down I just got accepted into college. Yay ! For me , but it means I have to work harder into keeping my grades up . I'm so desperate to make , a good impression on my College.
I just freak out and cry every time I realize how old I'm getting... I'm not ready , to live life on my own . Not yet , I just wanna sit and enjoy life and not have to worry about anything. But as much as I want that to happen I know it's not going to happen . I worry about not worrying! And if everything is good than something is wrong because something has to be going wrong . It's just to good to be true!
I'm dealing with life at a "slow pace"! Or at least that's what I like to tell my self...