I want to get to a point in my life where i can finally be happy everyday. Lately it has been hard everything is hitting me all at once , i am starting to become depressed. I am trying to reach out to people that can help me but i still feel like i am drowning. Why , i keep asking myself and i keep searching for answers , not realizing that maybe i am the problem and solution to all my issues in life. I dont mean to be the debby downer in life , but hey i need help and i am owning up to that today.