I don't know what to say , I mean I just met you and you already wanna go out with me . Should I say yes or no? If I say yes , I risk not knowing your buttons " how you react to certain situations ". Or how you truly feel about me ! I don't want you to ask me out because, you wanna rush into things ... I'm not that type of girl !
But if I say yes , I want to actually be treated like your girlfriend. Not some side chick ! If I do say no , then I would miss out on what could have been us .
Everyone deserves a chance believe it or not ! And I have been waiting and waiting for the right one , but I don't know if this is the right move . I'm not lonely, I just want somebody, to be honest... Someone that I can wake up next to , and will fix me breakfast in bed. Someone that Cares about me , and treats me like I'm there only one.
Growing up , I never had that love from a "dad" my mother was my Dad ! And now that I do know my dad , he doesn't really treat me like a Queen I'd say. But I shouldn't expect him to, I mean he does have a another daughter. So I could never be the only one ! By now I am over it , Because I don't have to be his number one . I know someone's going to make me a very proud wife ! And all because of my mother.. I thought I didn't have a chance at love because when I was a child I never had a "daddy" . Love wasn't what I was looking for to be real , I wasn't looking for anyone. But self reconciliation!
And just asking me out , has to do with a lot of my past ... And based up on that is when / how I will make my decision.
YES or NO