I have been through alot , and it is like im still going through some things. I can not seem to find a balance in my life , between school , work , going to college and at home. Where does it end ? I was so stressed because i felt like everyone was leaving my life , but really I WAS LEAVING THERE LIFE. I never really understood that until now! Was a Fantasy becoming my reality , were things finally looking up for me all the way ? I could not believe it ...
At one point i did not feel like i could truly care about anything. Especially when I have been hurt and let down several times in the past.
I can now say i am moving on from what used to be , to what is and boy has it been a journey. i honestly do not see how people do it , but in all its really easy when you let go. I had to learn that the hard way, that some people are only meant to stay in your life for a certain period of time. But i never really got the hint , until i was forced to let go. It sucked but at some point i must let go of what is no longer there. Of course at times i want go back , but i will not because i am jeopardizing what matters most to me , ME.
I will not be blogging for a little while because i am in the process of moving and getting things ready for a new chance at becoming me. Thank you guys for reading my posts , see you soon.
At one point i did not feel like i could truly care about anything. Especially when I have been hurt and let down several times in the past.
I can now say i am moving on from what used to be , to what is and boy has it been a journey. i honestly do not see how people do it , but in all its really easy when you let go. I had to learn that the hard way, that some people are only meant to stay in your life for a certain period of time. But i never really got the hint , until i was forced to let go. It sucked but at some point i must let go of what is no longer there. Of course at times i want go back , but i will not because i am jeopardizing what matters most to me , ME.
I will not be blogging for a little while because i am in the process of moving and getting things ready for a new chance at becoming me. Thank you guys for reading my posts , see you soon.